Me !...

            I’m Kanda Phasangchan, nickname Kwang and please call me Iris [I like this more than my real nickname] I was born in the northeast of Thailand [we’re called ISAN] I stay in broken family; single mom, my brother and me. When I study in grade 5, I did almost things such as washing, clean the house, feed’s dogs, ironing my school uniform and watering plants. Next, in grade 6, I go to school by myself. In this grade sometimes I had to miss class because my mom had no another for helping her job, she working hard for me and my brother. About my brother in at that time he study diploma and had a part-time job. We’re though the worst together and now I study bachelor’s degree of art at UTCC where was the famous business’s university. My brother is finishing master’s degree and my mom so proud to him. I think, he was a good man and a good example for learning and hard working, he never said; tried, bored or despond. He support me everything I want to do although my mom disagree. About me, I fight with everything or every bad guy especially men because I never think the women there were so weak, pitiable and can’t fight for their lives, sometime women was a strange more than some guy. Every summer I have a part-time job there was changed by rightness. I learn every experience by myself. I like to talk, I learn talking skill with another such as senior in job, my aunt [a supervisor in The Mall Korat], my mom who was a market women and etc. I dote in sound of piano and my mom sends me to study piano at the church, I learned around 3 week and moved to Bagkok. I play basketball since I study in grade 4 until grade 9. Next I study vocational certificate and I stopped play it after that I study bachelor’s degree, I play fencing. So, if I talk about love’s experience which like a dreams and imagine, my first love begin for my friends in grade 8, he was my friend since grade 1. We’re best friend and build up friendship to relationship, we’re stopped this relationship when we move the school. Next, I met the guy in online game, we never ever talk face to face, date or etc. We’re talk in MSN and online game but we had relationship in 1 month past. I can’t guess this happen before but it makes me feel like a princess. We’re talking all day and all night and said love to each other all the time. Until I study in second years at UTCC, we had a problem, a lot of obstacle; we had no conviction each other. He study in USA and I study in Thailand; the way so far for meet each other and finally, we’re stopped this relationship after that I cry, injure myself and don’t know why I want to do. A long time which makes me know the important thing about love “Nothing stay the same, One day someone can say goodbye” I sped the most of time with my friends, my family, my sport and my mind even though I still miss him it’s not mean I need him stay beside me like a part. I pray to “GOD” and said “Thank you” every night to him because he teach me about strong of heart, no one can control another and the way we chose which not mean the right way. I have no idea why I can’t forgot him but I have one reason is “The Real Love”. I hope him meet a good girl who is he want to. I don’t know how long I can stay but now I know, I’m going to make every time is good and I’ll do anything I want to do. When I have a free time, I want to singsong, play games and seeing American series. I love dogs, big dogs. Finally, if you want to know about me more than this, add me in skype “Sherp Ellica Iris”. I hope people in another country can open vision for learning and understanding in new generation in Thailand. “Not everyone is a Bitch”. I like to meeting, talking, and learning about the other culture. “Don’t judge another, if you don’t know the real identity.”